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Sorry

I forgot maturity doesn’t go by age.

No.

It’s pretty easy to see what needs to be done.
If you’re a leading lady, why must you treat yourself like a simple character roaming the back of the stage.

It’s easy to see the ending to this.
Why drag it on?

Endless reasons not enough emphasis on them..

What lies underneath.

Suddenly I found myself with a haunting feeling of unease. Something feels wrong but I can’t put my finger on it.
It’s like a dark cloud looms right above me.
What was unfamiliar but fantastic all of a sudden has become familiar and unnerving and just like it came in it rushed right out.
Where did my spring break go? Where I found myself enveloped in the un forsaken truth that was my loneliness
Now it’s like I’m surrounded with copious amounts of people and I’m just on my own unconsciously.

I just want to be loved and to love back but if i can’t find that and never felt it then how do I know I want it?

It’s kind of like my religion I’ve never experienced those jaw dropping miracles but I know they could happen
I just want some honest genuine love but it’s not here
It’s not in LA
And it’s not you with your clouded judgement of past embraces that I can tell are nothing like the ones you give me

I have myself in order when it comes to the technical stuff but my life is a mess when it comes to the things that make us human. It’s all artificial to me.

And somehow I find myself missing that hurt from so long ago because it was only caused by one but at least I knew how to work with it.

It is what it is

That sudden struck of luck
That turns out to hit you like a truck
When you realize what something is.
It’s as if you finally realize what you thought it could be and realize how excited you were for it to then find out it’s exactly what you thought you wanted. Damn it just got real.

Sorry

I forgot maturity doesn’t go by age.

No.

It’s pretty easy to see what needs to be done.
If you’re a leading lady, why must you treat yourself like a simple character roaming the back of the stage.

It’s easy to see the ending to this.
Why drag it on?

Endless reasons not enough emphasis on them..

What lies underneath.

Suddenly I found myself with a haunting feeling of unease. Something feels wrong but I can’t put my finger on it.
It’s like a dark cloud looms right above me.
What was unfamiliar but fantastic all of a sudden has become familiar and unnerving and just like it came in it rushed right out.
Where did my spring break go? Where I found myself enveloped in the un forsaken truth that was my loneliness
Now it’s like I’m surrounded with copious amounts of people and I’m just on my own unconsciously.

I just want to be loved and to love back but if i can’t find that and never felt it then how do I know I want it?

It’s kind of like my religion I’ve never experienced those jaw dropping miracles but I know they could happen
I just want some honest genuine love but it’s not here
It’s not in LA
And it’s not you with your clouded judgement of past embraces that I can tell are nothing like the ones you give me

I have myself in order when it comes to the technical stuff but my life is a mess when it comes to the things that make us human. It’s all artificial to me.

And somehow I find myself missing that hurt from so long ago because it was only caused by one but at least I knew how to work with it.

(Source: kushandwizdom)

It is what it is

That sudden struck of luck
That turns out to hit you like a truck
When you realize what something is.
It’s as if you finally realize what you thought it could be and realize how excited you were for it to then find out it’s exactly what you thought you wanted. Damn it just got real.

Sorry
What lies underneath.
It is what it is

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mexican salvadorean. 18. single. senior. worst attention span that's why this is so random.

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